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Hi

Idk who still follows me that cared at some point and looks at tumblr but I wanted to make a post about the now.


I am now 27

I have been in a relationship for almost 3 years and we got married 1 year ago in February

I have 2 dogs and 1 cat


I have a (temporary) job


I have my own place


I am alive. Content (most days). And grateful.

I am grateful for life and for all of you that helped me find my way through when I didn’t think there was an end to the dark tunnel I was drowning in.


I still have bad days, some worse than others but

I am ok.

I don’t remember exactly when I started this blog, somewhere around 2010-2011 if I’m guessing.

It’s 2022 now.

And i made it.



I may post on this blog occasionally if I’m struggling some days I remember the black and white side of tumblr was an escape but I may be more active on my “regular” if at all.


Who knows, I may start another.

We’ll see with time.


I hope you all are having great fulfilling lives because you deserve them.


I love you.


1/30/2022

softheartedsuggestion:

you won’t always wake up in the mornings with such a heavy heart, I promise.

(via letyourselfliveagain)

van-laurent-deactivated20200827:

I see something in you that I can’t explain

(via dropped-off-psycho)

Anonymous asked: Why don’t you post anymore?

500lettersforyou:

I’ve ran out of different ways to say I miss him

replaceablee:

Still got love for some people I know I’ll never talk to again.

(via dropped-off-psycho)

trauma-blog:

So many times I have died alone in my room

(via dropped-off-psycho)